Sunday, September 5, 2010

feelin kinda sick

haiz
sick 
y i always sick d tday headache later stomachache
but luckily tday my family all nt at house except for my sis
ooo,n good news i finally finsih my exam piano (theory grade 5)
i use a table which is full of crayon stain n it stick it to my exam papaer now my exam paper cover is full of colourful colours haiz 
anyway my head still pain lah!!!!!!!!
T.T

my family treat me as i am nt part of the family

FAMILY
can u guys tel me wat is FAMILY
FAMILY means a group of members who love each other
but u noe wat FAMILY means to me???@.@ u guys noe har???!!!
my family always yell at me everytime actually my mom slap me for 4 times laz year
the moz hurt my heart is when i when to Japan i told my mom
"mom,my belt gt a little problem can you help me fix it???"
"ok"
then suddenly my mom cant fix it n she slap me
she said"i told u earlier don wear tis belt loh now u c the belt spoiled edi"
tat time no one in my family noes tat i been slap except me n my mom i was crying a little bit
my dad ask me y r u cryin u noe wat i said
"nothing juz gt something in my eyes thats all'
then i saw my mom still smiling,my heart hurts a lot n durin the trip i didnt care about my family becuz y would i care them if they didnt care about me,they always yell at me told me do tis n i oso wan continue my piano lesson actually i dun wan piano lesson but my sis my mom gib a chance to her to stop but nt me nt me
they always blame for wat i didnt do they always blame me for everything some times i think i am nt from tis family......
sometimes i cry in my bedroom becuz of the slappin things i reali hate my family sometimes my bro n my sis blame me n wan me to shut down my computer becuz their computer lag edi
everytime i watch other family have fun i wan to be their daughter is more fun being in this family